Monday, October 27, 2008
YOZ!! finally i am updating!! hahaha...
been super lazy.... and busy watching shows...
so i dont have time to update..
so sorry to all my readers!!
f1 was an unique experience and i surely want to go again!!
in the months, it had been shopping, shopping and enjoyment!! haha
eating shopping sleeping singing shopping sleeping!!
Now it is the long awaited holidays.. finally can have some real rest.. (i hope i do)LOL
nth much happened in my life..
just very normal stuffs.. quite boring actually..
really hope that i can leave singapore and have a trip..
forget everything in singapore and just enjoy..
but dont know if it will happen anot.......
i also feel that life is really.......
got gain got lose...
like i got money terms, but i somehow lost my freedom....
if i can choose, i will choose freedom...
but i know alot of people will say that i am foolish...
life cannot go on without money....
i totally agree... but i feel that i will want freedom more..
be it simple life, i will still want freedom...
i recently feel that i am a very contradicting person....
one side of me wants this and the other wants that....
like i want to forget him deeply because of the hurt he brough to me..
but i want to remember him because of the memories he brought to me..
How contradicting!!
how i wish everything never happened before...
although 1 year plus passed......
but i realized......
i still like him somehow......
i cannot seem to forget him........
why after so long, you still dont want to talk to me?
this is really the first time i had been so miserable because of a person.....
whenever i see him i also dont know how to react..
why i became like this? i really dont know how to face him..........
in the first place..... i also dont know why i like him.......
come to think of it, i can only think of one good point about him.... only one......
whenever i am with him, i dont know why he did all sorts of things......
till now i still dont know the answer, and i guess i never will..
i also dont have the courage to ask him...
maybe this is what it is just supposed to be? :(
:X :X :X :X :X
last but not least, i promise i wil update regularly okay?? HAHA!! :P
been super lazy.... and busy watching shows...
so i dont have time to update..
so sorry to all my readers!!
f1 was an unique experience and i surely want to go again!!
in the months, it had been shopping, shopping and enjoyment!! haha
eating shopping sleeping singing shopping sleeping!!
Now it is the long awaited holidays.. finally can have some real rest.. (i hope i do)LOL
nth much happened in my life..
just very normal stuffs.. quite boring actually..
really hope that i can leave singapore and have a trip..
forget everything in singapore and just enjoy..
but dont know if it will happen anot.......
i also feel that life is really.......
got gain got lose...
like i got money terms, but i somehow lost my freedom....
if i can choose, i will choose freedom...
but i know alot of people will say that i am foolish...
life cannot go on without money....
i totally agree... but i feel that i will want freedom more..
be it simple life, i will still want freedom...
i recently feel that i am a very contradicting person....
one side of me wants this and the other wants that....
like i want to forget him deeply because of the hurt he brough to me..
but i want to remember him because of the memories he brought to me..
How contradicting!!
how i wish everything never happened before...
although 1 year plus passed......
but i realized......
i still like him somehow......
i cannot seem to forget him........
why after so long, you still dont want to talk to me?
this is really the first time i had been so miserable because of a person.....
whenever i see him i also dont know how to react..
why i became like this? i really dont know how to face him..........
in the first place..... i also dont know why i like him.......
come to think of it, i can only think of one good point about him.... only one......
whenever i am with him, i dont know why he did all sorts of things......
till now i still dont know the answer, and i guess i never will..
i also dont have the courage to ask him...
maybe this is what it is just supposed to be? :(
:X :X :X :X :X
last but not least, i promise i wil update regularly okay?? HAHA!! :P
tastes of life @ 2:15 AM.
