_It's my life

Thursday, October 30, 2008

updates updates!!

tues afternoon went to watch butterfly lovers with weiling..

i went with great expection and mood to cry..

since this movie was made to make people cry..

in the end.. was quite disappointed..

did cry abit but.. the story wasnt great..

but at least got goodlooking lead actor and actress to complement..

and right, those in the cinema were all crazy people also..

parts that were sad, they laughed..

when i was quite touched, then people laughed..

i also laughed because i dont know what's so funny..

i was laughing at them.. tsktsktsk..

then went timbre to celebrate choe's bday!!

quite fun la.. 10 people were there.. :D

the funniest part was the wishes we gave to choe..

right people?? HAHAHA

i think choe really wants it to happen..!!

overall had a fun time!!

i dont remember who paid and who did not..

remember to pay me okay? hahaha

those we paid also remind me again thanks!! :P

actually there was one thing that shocked me

when i entered timbre...

as i looked at the performers...

i had a super great shock..

i thought i saw him performing..

the looks and built also looked like him sia..

and he can play electric guitar as well..

but as we exchanged glances i knew i wasnt him..

i then had a great relief...

it will be super awkwardness if i really see him there sia..

Thank GOD!!

wed was ladies night at lunar..

it was boring as we were the youngest there..

and alot of working adults were there..

but luckily the songs played there were quite hip..

not like oldies.. if not i sure will fall asleep..

i saw my 'si dui tou' at clark quay also lo..

super sianzz.. go there also can see her.. wapiangzz..

and in lunar..

we met really different sorts of people..

next to our table was a group of around 6 matured ladies and a young guy

in the 6 ladies, alot of them carried gucci bags..

look like more rich working adults..

i was quite curious abt the guy as he's the only one there..

after i took a closer look..

i realised i kind of know that guy...

i think he's a senior at qtss..

but i wasnt really that sure.. lol..

he really looked like a gigglo among them okay..

like take pics for them.. entertain them.. etc.. omg!!

and while me and weiling were eating at mac..

we saw him walking alone towards the bus stop..

we were more confirmed that he maybe doing wat we thought..

cuz if they were friends, why only left him walking alone to the busstop?? LOL

i was quite bent to find out who is he..

so i took out my year books..

search and search..

but just cannot seem to find him..

quite difficult to see the face cuz maybe too different..

nvm.. someday i will remember.. :P

and and and..... next to us.. another side..

there was 1 lady..

long hair.. quite pretty..

pretty until got the slutty feel kind..

very disgusting!!

like go there to find one night stand or sex partners kind...

she will hoook her leg to the angmo, kiss and hug..

anyhow shake etc.. wapiang.. want to puke..

then both of them went out....

dont know do wat.. lol!!

but she came back alone..

then she start flirting with other guys at the table...

super disgusting!!

then got a grp of uncle in front of us..

bought her drinks.. maybe thinking she quite pretty..

she also accepted the drinks..

then i can see the lecher-ness in their eyes!! OMG!!

but the funniest thing was that the slut ...

CANNOT DANCE!!!!

she really had some coordination problem with the body..

i watched her and kept laughing and laughing!!

maybe god is fair..

make her pretty but cannot dance!! :P

it was really an eye opening experience!!

and i also realized i dont really like clubbing.?

cuz i dance awhile will tired..

and i really cannot dance... better dont go throw my face!! hahaha :P

it's a long post.. sorry ar!!

go sleep already..

nitez!!

tastes of life @ 10:08 PM.

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

picture of the day - taken at dragonfly with weiling
today was majong and cake making day....
hahahaha..
had a super fun day playing around 4 hours of mahjong...
supposedly to be around 2 hours on normal time..
but today me, my sis and mum keep winning..
so it took a longer time to pass on to another person..
thus we took a super long time to finish a whole north south east west!! LOL

after that was cake making session~~!!
it's the first time i make cake in my new hse..
quite interesting because it had been long since i last baked!

i made 3 batches all together!!
1st batch, shape nice, colour not nice, taste okay..
2nd batch, shape not nice, colour nice, taste super good!!
it melts in the mouth!! hahaha...
3rd batch i tried to bake a big one...
but.... i think because i was using a conventional oven
so it cannot bake big cakes.....
the crust was already cao ta...
but the inside was not cooked.!!
so i had to take it out and cook again..
the last one.......... appearence NOT GOOD!! hahah..
but taste... still not bad!! :D

anyway it was just a testing round because
i want to try the new mini cake mould!!
tomorrow i will bring some for my E65N friends!!
there's only like 5...
dont know if it will be enough!! HAHA

事情已过了一年多
虽然我常说我要忘了你
但是我不否认我到现在都还做不到
因为有很多的事和地方总让我想起你
想起我们的过去

你们可以想象我每次听歌
都会突然的落泪吗
那种感受震得很难受

你为什么不回头再看看我？
难道我真的只是你生命的过客吗？
真希望一切能从头来过
那我一定不会做出那样的决定
一个改变一切的决定。。。。

tastes of life @ 1:50 AM.

Monday, October 27, 2008

YOZ!! finally i am updating!! hahaha...
been super lazy.... and busy watching shows...
so i dont have time to update..
so sorry to all my readers!!
f1 was an unique experience and i surely want to go again!!
in the months, it had been shopping, shopping and enjoyment!! haha
eating shopping sleeping singing shopping sleeping!!

Now it is the long awaited holidays.. finally can have some real rest.. (i hope i do)LOL

nth much happened in my life..
just very normal stuffs.. quite boring actually..
really hope that i can leave singapore and have a trip..
forget everything in singapore and just enjoy..
but dont know if it will happen anot.......

i also feel that life is really.......
got gain got lose...
like i got money terms, but i somehow lost my freedom....
if i can choose, i will choose freedom...
but i know alot of people will say that i am foolish...
life cannot go on without money....
i totally agree... but i feel that i will want freedom more..
be it simple life, i will still want freedom...

i recently feel that i am a very contradicting person....
one side of me wants this and the other wants that....
like i want to forget him deeply because of the hurt he brough to me..
but i want to remember him because of the memories he brought to me..
How contradicting!!
how i wish everything never happened before...
although 1 year plus passed......
but i realized......

i still like him somehow......
i cannot seem to forget him........
why after so long, you still dont want to talk to me?
this is really the first time i had been so miserable because of a person.....
whenever i see him i also dont know how to react..
why i became like this? i really dont know how to face him..........

in the first place..... i also dont know why i like him.......
come to think of it, i can only think of one good point about him.... only one......
whenever i am with him, i dont know why he did all sorts of things......
till now i still dont know the answer, and i guess i never will..
i also dont have the courage to ask him...
maybe this is what it is just supposed to be? :(

:X :X :X :X :X

last but not least, i promise i wil update regularly okay?? HAHA!! :P

tastes of life @ 2:15 AM.