been havin internship for 3 days..
but i think it is not considered as internship lo..
more like normal part time job..

we have been doing sewing for the past few days..
today started to paste 'crystals' on the bras and briefs..
we have to use our creavitity to do so.. haha..
tml i shall take picture of my art work.. :D

fuss and me have been admiring other people's semi D!!
omg la.. super nice can.. so envious!!!
stay in big house, drive big car! HUMPH!!




我发现，我和老公 真的有一种莫名 的缘分哦！！
超开心的啦！！ hahahaha!!! :P

had been having dreams.. from sweet to wierd.. LOL

i must be super tired to have those dreams....

SPOP was a great success.. nice.. !!
but sorry to sien.. my friend was to be blamed.. for tua-ing me last min... SORRY!!

tomorrow my 'internship' is going to start..
Cant imagine what it will be like to do sewing.. LOL
for the sake of money.. i will wake up early for the next 4 days.. :P

woohoo!! i had a VERY SWEET dream yesterday!! :D

shan ah ma ? or should it be nerdy shan? LOL


acting rocker!!

i think very soon my family will be left with 3 people..
my dad is super crazy and we dont know wat to do with him so let him do watever he wants..
he is nuts.. only listen to his shit friends and shitty relatives' nonsense..
dont even know why he is like tat.. got some problem..

talk to him only waste our breath.. watever we say is nonsense to him..
so be it.. we can still survive without you and your nonsense..

FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
why am i born in this fucking idiotic family...
with such a FUCKiNg IDIOTIC IRRITATING STUBBON father.....

I HAD NEVER SO WANTED TO LEAVE FAMILY like now..
this family has no meaning AT ALL!!

why my mum chose such a husband and made everyone of us SUFFER!!

how i wish i can leave at this very moment!!

FUCKING LIFE!!!!! FUCKING FAMILY!!!!!!!!!!!

yeah... TODAY is the last day of working for my paper..
finally 10 days is finally over.. actually i dont mind distributing papers..
it is just that i don like to wake up so early.. lol..
i need beauty sleep.. hahah!!

my life is really wierd.. my house got issue again..
happy for nothing.. thought can stay in this area..
now have to go back to jurong again.. wth?

suddenly i had the feeling of Loneliness..
i don grew up there.. so i don really have friends there..
all my frens are at my area now..
i think i will miss them badly..!!!!
no more night talks and supper...
or just casual meals and meet ups..
aaaahhhh suddenly i feel like crying le..

stupid area la.. so expensive..
if not i dont need to move till so far... :'(

i have finished watching the seventh day..
ending consists of both happiness and sadness..
it is really worth watching.. :D


ANSWER : 你是豆豆 : YOU ARE NUTS!! LOL :P

ytd was watching the seventh day..
the actress got cancer.. cannot be cured.. cuz it will be one cancer after another..
so she decides to break up with her bf.. so as not to let him know abt the cancer, worry and sad for her..

i watch alr.. i wondered abt this question..
so if i am the actress what will i do?

my conclusion is that.. i will want him to be there for and with me..
during my treatment and maybe so called the last period of my time if i am to die..

maybe i am selfish.. to let him worry and sad for me..
and if i die.. he will be very sad.. but i dont want to leave this world with regrets..
i want to have good memories before i go.. and i think if he is not around..
i will give up very easily.. cuz it is not an easy battle.. :P

enough of the sad sad thingy...

i recently invented a new phrase called : 你是豆豆！！
can anyone guess what isit? hahaha.. only sien knows..

i will post the answer in my next post..

and......... today during the distribution of papers..
i have got 3 people saying 'thank you very much' and 'thank you so much'

omg!! it is the first time after distributing for 7 days
where the people said that to me!! hahaha..
i was super happy when i heard the first ang mo said that..
it really makes my day!! HAHA :D

omg.. today i was nearly KNOCKED by a taxi..
but i also need to pay some responsibility..

talking abt taxi.. i think the taxi drivers nowadays sucks to the core!!

just few weeks ago.. at tiong bahru there..
got an accident.. the taxi knocked a bicycle rider now..
as i was in the bus, i saw the taxi and the broken bicycle and a pool of blood..

and on sat.. at queenstown junction there.. towards ikea road..
i saw another taxi and some newspapers and a pool of blood..

and... last month my dad was being knocked by a taxi when he was on the bicycle..

OMG!!! it's been occuring very frequently..
can you taxi drivers be more cautious when on the road?

i cant imagine if i am the passenger in the taxi..
i will be shocked to death..

ANYWAY!! people just take note when crossing the road from now on..
to prevent any unforeseen danger..


the house problem is 90% settled..
i should be moving to jalan membina..
which is still at tiong bahru.. the other side of it.. LOL
i can finally renovate it somehow to my dreamhome.. :D

hie.. been seeing alot of people in the morning..
i think singaporeans on general, are still polite people..
only minority destroys the image..

i think that a small gesture like 'thank you' will brighten up another person's day..!!

at least for me it does.. :D

so do it OFTEN okay!!


ytd my senior asked...

if my bf's dream can only be achieved abroad and will not always be around me because he is always away..
will i be happy for him? or will i be mad at him for going after his dream and not being around me..

i told him, of course i will be happy and not mad.. why should i be mad? because life is short, one should try his/her best to achieve them!!

SO if he can achieve his dream, no matter what he does, where he goes, as long as he is happy.. i will be happy for him..

i wont be selfish enough to ask him to give up his dream for me.. it is too unfair to him..

i think that if i have the other significant half, i will also hope that he will be happy for me too because what i am doing is to achieve my dream..

by having dream/goal makes one's life meaningful..
one will have the will to live each day to the fullest..
one will have the energy to achieve that dream..

isnt that great?

i also have my dreams.. TONS of them..

i will make them come true, one by one.. i don wanna live with regrets....



LAST BUT NOT LEAST!!

I WANNA ANNOUNCE THAT I HAVE BEATEN 3 GUYS TO ACHIEVE THE STB SCHOLARSHIP!!

I AM REALLY A SCHOLAR NOW!! :P

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