woke up very early
and left for malaysia
initially was very very
boring at the wake
cuz alot of ppl haven
arrived.. but as time
goes, more and more
ppl arrived
me and my youngest
cousin are getting okay
but then ar i still feel
wierd wierd one
dont relly talk to him
today saw 3rd cousin
finally.. very abc
but didnt talk much
cried quite a bit
cuz it was really sad
but during the father's
talk, i fell asleep
i think i wont change
religon, i am okay
with buddism
i want to thank grandma
cuz actually if not
this happened,
i wont be able to see
so many of my relatives
even new year
we dont usually meet
cuz it's too far from each other
now i am worried
abt my mama
she seems quite strong
but don know if
she is really okay anot
i also don dare to mention
much today back home
but one thing i am
sure is that she is
very worried about her bro
who will be sent
to the old folks home
who will want to be sent there?
i understand how she feels
and i wonder if my uncle knows
that he will be staying
in the old folks home from
now on.. what will he feel?
from now on i will
take good care of my mama
tastes of life @ 11:31 PM.