today had a very boring
day at the wake

but i saw alot of
my relatives
like so so so
long nvr seen them
or first time see
wierd wierd one

mama kept crying
today cuz all the uncles
decide to send
my smallest uncle
to the old folks home
cuz he has some mobility
and speech problem
as years back he had
an accident and half
paralyzed and abit slow in talking
as mama is very close to him
she cant bear to see her own
brother being sent to
the old folks home
no one wants to take care of him
mama also suggest that
if we move next year
we can ask him to stay wit us

i don mind actually
cuz before the accident
he is really nice to us

he is also closest to
my grandma
so he is the most sad
among everyone of us
hope after tml
he can take care

tml early morning
gg in to malaysia again
for the cremation
mama say the process
will be very very sad
alot of ppl sure will cry
ask me if i can take it
i think i cant
cuz i see ppl cry
i will cry too

and tml is the first
time i attend the
cremation process

i think aft tml
i will be very worried
abt the issue on death
wat if it really happens
to my own family
what am i gg to do?
i don think i can go on
with my life without
anyone of them

so people ard me,
please dont take death
too lightly
you are important
to each and everyone
around you..

dont be foolish
and do anything harsh
when everything cannot
be changed, it will be
too late, especially death

please god, bless me,
bless my parents,
bless my sister
and bless anyone
around me :D

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