Thursday, November 15, 2007
made up my mind to not have any more regrets in my life.. i realised that it is short anything can happen first of all
i will NEVER give up my dream to sing
i will try to take part
in singing competitons
to improve and prove myself :Dsecondly
is to try transfer no matter how what the result will be
because i know it is better for me
in other poly
i am sure :D
if i try there will be 50% success
if i dont it will SURELY be 0% success
or 100% failure Thidly i will try to help people around me who needs help i dont know if i am pushing them too hard if i am, i apologize cuz maybe i am too anxious if i am, i apologize cuz i am just trying to help and maybe my method is very harsh but i hope it will help.. ______________________________________________________________ this sem is really nonsense i have already skipped 9 days out of the 10 days that we supposed to have i totally have no mood to go to school dont feel like going then didnt go all the passion that i had in the last sem is goneee... not saying that i dont like my class but just some classmates is totally nonsense till i have nth to say i like some of my classmates but the feeling is different as compared to last sem if you dont wan to study is ur fucking business BUT dont disrupt the class can and to my facis can your just dont care abt them let them rot and die if they dont care? why waste your time and our time for those who just cant be bothered and talking nonsense?
PLEASE DONT COME TO CLASS
IF YOUR CANT BE BOTHERED
I WILL RATHER YOUR DONT COME
CUZ YOUR WILL JUST DISTURB THE CLASS
my classmates now are totally different from last sem i am just nothing to most of them someone who is arrogant someone who has something against them but come on i dont do that to al ppl they did things that i cant take it so i just choose to ignore them like that also wrong? is not that i did not give them chance chance once gone is not coming back your want to play is your problem dont want to contribute is also your problem if your don contribute and want credit sorry i wont allow that to happen i rather your dont present because YOUR ARE NOT WORTH TO so those things that we asked your to present dont COMPLAIN that it is too little or stuffs letting your present is the least that i can do recently they asked a very simple question 'i have a diploma is good enough i sure have a job no need to care to if the gpa is high anot so no need study hard' of course a dip wit a pass is good enough as compared to people who only have o level certs or psle certs but if compare to people who have the same qualification with good grades who do you think they will hire? put urself in the company's shoe so next time if you can become the boss you just take in all tom dick and harry la? what a stupid question to ask or better still take o level for example why do well? everyone have the o level cert ma everyone got into a poly but is it a good course? is it a good poly? is it something you like? THINk aBOUT IT ______________________________________________________________ i am very very very very unhappy once again
unless when i am singing or watching my laogong
the unhappiness come from alot alot alot
of different factors
why do i feel unhappy?
- no life
- most things changed
- misunderstandings
- grandma's death
- Acquaintance to alot of ppl
- not important to alot of ppl
i realised i dont know how to get along
with people now
i forgot how i got along with people previously
where is the yip wei shan that i know?
is it i got problem or isit the people
around me really have changed?
am i really that not important to others?
my existance should be zero to them right?
maybe the one who should be leaving is me..
i want a brand new environment
to start everything afresh
i guess no one will also care
if i leave anot cuz i am just someone
who is not important or a passer by
there are just too many things
in this school that i dont wan to
continue facing or things have
evolved till i dont know how to handle
people have adviced me
but i dont know how to go
with the advices because
easy to say, hard to do
I DONT KNOW HOW TO CONTINUE with my life this way.......
_______________________________________________________________
first time i feel that liking someone is something xinfu
first time i feel that liking someone is that xinku
first time i feel that liking someone is that xintong
first time i know that forgetting someone is harder than i thought
first time i know that i made the biggest regret in my life cuz i lost my best friend
first time i feel that my life is almost complete cuz of the people around me
first time i feel that my life is destroyed cuz of the people around me
first time i know that someone that close will also be someone that distant
first time i know that people change within one day
first time i know that i am nothing to alot of people
first time i know that i can be that unhappy behind my smile
_______________________________________________________________
i will NEVER give up my dream to sing
i will try to take part
in singing competitons
to improve and prove myself :Dsecondly
is to try transfer no matter how what the result will be
because i know it is better for me
in other poly
i am sure :D
if i try there will be 50% success
if i dont it will SURELY be 0% success
or 100% failure Thidly i will try to help people around me who needs help i dont know if i am pushing them too hard if i am, i apologize cuz maybe i am too anxious if i am, i apologize cuz i am just trying to help and maybe my method is very harsh but i hope it will help.. ______________________________________________________________ this sem is really nonsense i have already skipped 9 days out of the 10 days that we supposed to have i totally have no mood to go to school dont feel like going then didnt go all the passion that i had in the last sem is goneee... not saying that i dont like my class but just some classmates is totally nonsense till i have nth to say i like some of my classmates but the feeling is different as compared to last sem if you dont wan to study is ur fucking business BUT dont disrupt the class can and to my facis can your just dont care abt them let them rot and die if they dont care? why waste your time and our time for those who just cant be bothered and talking nonsense?
PLEASE DONT COME TO CLASS
IF YOUR CANT BE BOTHERED
I WILL RATHER YOUR DONT COME
CUZ YOUR WILL JUST DISTURB THE CLASS
my classmates now are totally different from last sem i am just nothing to most of them someone who is arrogant someone who has something against them but come on i dont do that to al ppl they did things that i cant take it so i just choose to ignore them like that also wrong? is not that i did not give them chance chance once gone is not coming back your want to play is your problem dont want to contribute is also your problem if your don contribute and want credit sorry i wont allow that to happen i rather your dont present because YOUR ARE NOT WORTH TO so those things that we asked your to present dont COMPLAIN that it is too little or stuffs letting your present is the least that i can do recently they asked a very simple question 'i have a diploma is good enough i sure have a job no need to care to if the gpa is high anot so no need study hard' of course a dip wit a pass is good enough as compared to people who only have o level certs or psle certs but if compare to people who have the same qualification with good grades who do you think they will hire? put urself in the company's shoe so next time if you can become the boss you just take in all tom dick and harry la? what a stupid question to ask or better still take o level for example why do well? everyone have the o level cert ma everyone got into a poly but is it a good course? is it a good poly? is it something you like? THINk aBOUT IT ______________________________________________________________ i am very very very very unhappy once again
unless when i am singing or watching my laogong
the unhappiness come from alot alot alot
of different factors
why do i feel unhappy?
- no life
- most things changed
- misunderstandings
- grandma's death
- Acquaintance to alot of ppl
- not important to alot of ppl
i realised i dont know how to get along
with people now
i forgot how i got along with people previously
where is the yip wei shan that i know?
is it i got problem or isit the people
around me really have changed?
am i really that not important to others?
my existance should be zero to them right?
maybe the one who should be leaving is me..
i want a brand new environment
to start everything afresh
i guess no one will also care
if i leave anot cuz i am just someone
who is not important or a passer by
there are just too many things
in this school that i dont wan to
continue facing or things have
evolved till i dont know how to handle
people have adviced me
but i dont know how to go
with the advices because
easy to say, hard to do
I DONT KNOW HOW TO CONTINUE with my life this way.......
_______________________________________________________________
first time i feel that liking someone is something xinfu
first time i feel that liking someone is that xinku
first time i feel that liking someone is that xintong
first time i know that forgetting someone is harder than i thought
first time i know that i made the biggest regret in my life cuz i lost my best friend
first time i feel that my life is almost complete cuz of the people around me
first time i feel that my life is destroyed cuz of the people around me
first time i know that someone that close will also be someone that distant
first time i know that people change within one day
first time i know that i am nothing to alot of people
first time i know that i can be that unhappy behind my smile
_______________________________________________________________
tastes of life @ 1:20 AM.
