everything came so suddenly

last tues i still went
in to malaysia to visit
her in the hospital
2 days ago
uncle told us that
grandma was discharged
from hospital
and resting at home

i was the first person
in my family
to receive the news
that my grandma passed away

now i finally realised
the feeling when being
notified of something bad
like death..

i was too shocked
to react initially
then today my aunt told
me to contact my mum
no matter what

and luckily i did..
next moment when
i put down the phone
my tears came down already
my mama also
came home with eyes red
when informing my eldest uncle
she finally cried

then we rushed to
malaysia immediately
spent the whole night there
just reached home

just now
really cried like hell
first time attended funeral
for my family

is a christian one
somemore
wierd wierd one
alot of strangers whom
i don know who
should be from church
but still i thank them
for coming even
though we all are not related

and this is the first time
i saw most of my relatives
unfamiliar faces
most of them cried
make me also cry like hell

today first time kenna called
cousin
wierd wierd one
and i feel old
lol!!

tomorrow and sun
going in too
alot of relatives will
be gg in as well
hope wont be as sad as today

GRANDMA REST IN PEACE
dont worry abt us cuz
we all will be fine

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