Tuesday, May 15, 2007
back for updates again after 3 days.. it should be a lengthy one
mon YESTERDAY - class --> jap class
tues TODAY - class --> skipped band --> went jamming with classmates
cool.. today is the first time i went jamming.. it's fun, yet boring and VERY VERY NOISY.. i rather go k box to sing.. more fun and enjoyable.. HAHA~!! i dont think i will be gg anymore bah.. going deaf already.. i guess.. piang it's DAMN DAMN DAMN LOUD IN THERE....... i wonder how ppl can ta han lah..
i am in a dilema.. anyhow can help? the reason i skipped band is because i feel inferior in there sia.. cuz too long nvr play alr.. cant really catch up.. easily lost.. some fingerings also forget liao.. no stamina somemore.. OMG OMG~!! then i dont know anyone.. feel so wierd just to only sit there.. then hor.. the first time i went actually kinda scared me liao.. my seniors are like... kinda attitude one.. just the same feelings as like secondary school... all the bad bad experiences came back into mind........... but the only thing which kinda keeps me in track is the concert in august.. as in my past 4 yrs in sec sch.. no concert before.. piangz.. really disappointment.. but also.. having concert needs lots and lots of practise.. i wonder if i can do it anot.......... FAINTING~!! CAN ANYONE HELP??????
then in class.. i observed and sensed lots of things in class.... but just cant be said out..... am i being oversentive or being subjective??? man ALL THIS IS KILLING ME~~~~ i need a break please... want to cry all out.... AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH
Holidays...... COME FASTER.....
mon YESTERDAY - class --> jap class
tues TODAY - class --> skipped band --> went jamming with classmates
cool.. today is the first time i went jamming.. it's fun, yet boring and VERY VERY NOISY.. i rather go k box to sing.. more fun and enjoyable.. HAHA~!! i dont think i will be gg anymore bah.. going deaf already.. i guess.. piang it's DAMN DAMN DAMN LOUD IN THERE....... i wonder how ppl can ta han lah..
i am in a dilema.. anyhow can help? the reason i skipped band is because i feel inferior in there sia.. cuz too long nvr play alr.. cant really catch up.. easily lost.. some fingerings also forget liao.. no stamina somemore.. OMG OMG~!! then i dont know anyone.. feel so wierd just to only sit there.. then hor.. the first time i went actually kinda scared me liao.. my seniors are like... kinda attitude one.. just the same feelings as like secondary school... all the bad bad experiences came back into mind........... but the only thing which kinda keeps me in track is the concert in august.. as in my past 4 yrs in sec sch.. no concert before.. piangz.. really disappointment.. but also.. having concert needs lots and lots of practise.. i wonder if i can do it anot.......... FAINTING~!! CAN ANYONE HELP??????
then in class.. i observed and sensed lots of things in class.... but just cant be said out..... am i being oversentive or being subjective??? man ALL THIS IS KILLING ME~~~~ i need a break please... want to cry all out.... AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH
Holidays...... COME FASTER.....
tastes of life @ 11:50 PM.
