okay.. back for some updates.. hahah.. sorry ppl.. been lazy to blog.. HAHAHA~!!

monday

- skipped computing lesson and went out to chill.. with auntie joanne, ah bek kevin and uncle mahesh and big boss samantha.. HAHAH~!! had breakfast at vivo while waiting for auntie joanne.. so long man.. HAHA~! walked walked ard vivo then went to orchard far east to have lunch with sam.. and then mahesh joined us.. we went to citylink's tcc to chill.. talked crap and took lots of pics.. hahaha.. then went to esplanade to take lot of pics.. omg.. this was the first time i took and took and took pics.. omg.. so siao.. lol.. but nice pics la.. i love them.. then skipped jap lesson also.. ahahha.. too lazy to go.. kenna scolded.. LOL..

tues -

had comms.. quite fun.. although i kinda forgot wat happened.. LOL

wed -

had problem solving.. VERY BORING~!! sian man.. there are some laughter here and there to brighten up the day.. LOL.. then got conflict as well.. between my classmate and my faci.. we were shocked la.. everyone kept quiet as we dont know how to react.. the faci quite nice one la.. only sometimes his usage of words abit wierd wierd.. HAHA~!! nvm..

TODAY~!! -

had mj session with my friends.. so ulu man her house.. jelapang? nvr been there before seh.. but the view damn nice.. all forests HAHA~! then her hse got 2 dogs.. initially scared me daooooooo in the end they are so friendly.. i love them~!! AHH.. hahah so cute la..

then went chinatown with my mum as she wanna go see the new temple.. so crowded.. and alot of old ppl.. keep squeezing me.. wth.. ok la.. quite grand place.. HAHA~!!

tml is the last day of school.. cool man.. hahaha.. next wk damn busy.. but then one thing i wanna say is..

SORRY W45N.. I AM REAL SORRY THAT I CANT BOOK THE CHALET.. CUZ IT'S FULL.. I AM REALLY SORRY MAN.. PLEASE DONT BLAME ME.. MAYBE WE JUST HAVE BBQ K?

TOMORROW WE ARE TONNING OUT.. HAHAH.. DONT KNOW IF I CAN ANOT.. CUZ I HAVEN AND DONT KNOW HOW TO TELL MY PARENTS.. SCARED SEH.. HOW? LOL..

joanne!~ this time i used NAMES~!! HAHAHA~!! =D

wao.. ytd was really cool.. went school then after tat went marina south to eat steamboat.. hahah.. went to played drum too.. ahahah.. very poor.. wanted to play bowling.. but cuz got comp so didnt play..

after that supposed to go esplanade to chill.. who knows something happened... my classmate cried at cityhall mrt there.. then everyone consoled her.. for like 30 -40 mins.. i dont really know what happened, but still consoled her as a friend and sister... then she left for home.. 2 other classmates also took the same train as her as they are rushing home as well...

then me and 3 classmates went to clark quay there to look for bar to chill.. haha.. then we saw bungee bar.. which one of my classmate is working at.. then she bought us drinks.. i drank volka canberry.. eeww.. alittle sour drink alr the throat got a feeling one.. hahaha.. another called maliba is nice.. like mango and volka.. i wan to drink that next time.. hahha.. then chiill chill awhile.. walked to zouk.. what a long long journey..

supposed to go in.. but cuz my friends underage so in the end didnt go.. aiHAHAH~!! waited for another classmate to come and we went to play bowling at kim seng bowling.. HAHAH~!! fun man.. i still wanna go............ AAAAAAAH.. for 2 games.. i keep having the lowest score.. sianz.....

then went cha chan teng to drink milk tea chill chill.. then walked to tiong park.. one friend left.. then played swing etc.. then lame lame lame laugh laugh laugh till ard 5 plus.. then went my hse to take their things then went to tiong mac to do their work.. laugh laugh do do lame lame.. HAHA.. till 7 plus then went home..

then went hospital with mum till 11 plus.. come back change and BOOM i sleep for 2 hrs.. woke up and sleep for another hour.. and NOW I AM GG TO SLEEP AGAIN~!! haha.. tired seh.. so nitez everyone~~!!

today had my second band practice.. actually supposed to play first for seasong.. but maybe my sight reading too poor..my senior pushed me back to second... abit sad la.. wanted to at least plaay first for one song.. hai... dont know still got chance anot.. i hope so.. please... god.. help me.. grant my wish.. i will put in lots of efforts to train..

today had a little stressful day.. things happened in class.. i dont know why people wanna do it la.. why cant simply and easily spend year? hai.. sadded la.. this kind of things happened really is saddening.. somemore dont do it so openly la.. kaoz.. then those blur blur people so good.. anything also dont know.. but is it really that good ? i dont know.. cuz i surely will know..

i just happened to know so much things... not because i dont wanna tell ur.. just that the time is not right... i am really sorry people.. =X

ytd had band practise.. cant catch up dead... sight reading like shit.. dead la.. fingering also forgot.. the time singature and key singature making me faint.. i always lose count seh.. i also cant tounge as good as last time.. no stamina.. so sad....... but i think i wont give up.. i will do my best for the concert..

now my lips and thumb damn pain seh... stupid.. use good instrument still like tat.. i using E13 now.. gg to buy vandoren 3 reed... ytd use 3 1/2 wanna die seh... sai... i wan my SCORES~!! ahhh.. if not how i study it sia.. they haven print.. sadded........

angry angry angry with my classmate.. damn pissed with HIM~!!

Continuing from this morning's post...

i just came back from a shopping and walking spree...

sien and i went funan and then walked to bugis to shop and then walked to far east to eat my favoriate chicken rice.. and damn it.. i forgot i cant take chicken.. now i cooughing like hell again.......

then we went to gw cuz i went to apply a job at ben and jerry.. dont know can get it anot.. need to wait for their call.. hope i can get it...

i bought my contact lens.. so that i can see better when in band.. i bought 3 pairs of ear studs.. and a word tee.. HAHAH~! the owner say next week got more new designs.. ask us remember to go and see.. HAHA.. i sure will.. =D



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i just wanna say something..

and that is.. i have been going home at 3 am for the past 2 days.. it's so cool and fun..

AND i wanna do it EVERYWEEK~!!

hinthint.. seeearn.. you get what i mean?? HAHAHA~!!

Next wk is a busy week.. band practise starting.. YEAH YEAH~!! i can do it do it do it~!!

i just blasted the music and closed the door and sang LOUD LOUD~!! to relieve MY HIGH stress~!! I LOVE IT SO MUCH~!!

I LOVE EVERYONE LOTS LOTS~!!!!!! MUACKS~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

gosh.. i think i must be mad..... HAHAHAH~!!

yoz yoz.. i am back AGAIN~!!

there are few things i dont like abt new friends.. known not long only.. not here nor there.. then dont know what to say or what to ask.. then ppl just keep quiet... so Awkward.. pengz seh...

so dont misunderstood that i am being hostile.. just that i dont know what to say or ask.. HAHA~!!

then cuz dont really know others well.. then kenna backstabbed also dont know.. or when the impression quite okay.. know the truth liao damn sad k.. i nearly cried yesterday le.. got one classmate say i nve helped them do work WHEN I DID OKAY~!! damn ass.. i hate it when ppl accuse me of something not true.. i thought he is a good person.. who knows HE ACTUALLY NOT LO~!!

then went orchard.. wanna meet weiling.. i late for half hour.. but when i reached cant find her anywhere.. called her also nvr pick up.. what happened i also dont know..

ps: weiling ah.. what actually happened ah? sorry man.. i was late.. cuz i was held up in school.. so sorry.. but i still love u lots lots~!! muacks~!! =d

yeah.. today had a fun fun fun day.. whole day laugh laugh laugh.. i think my stomach also got muscle already..

i will wear my 4 leaf clover necklace everyday from now.. hope it will bring me better luck..

been thinking alot.. think white hairs will come out soon.. thinking nonsense stuffs.. HAHA~!!

am i doing the right thing? what should i be doing? how should i go about doing it? i really dont know how..

i think promises are really meant to be broken.. so i think i just cant pin hopes on them.. since they dont really take it to heart..

Oh man.. how come i so emo nowadays.. i wasnt like this in the past.. is it the new environment that has changed me? or things that had happened changed me? or isit part of the growing process?

sadness is the worst and last thing i ever wanted in my life...

P/S: seeearn & weiling, i wanna go out.. i am stressed... i miss you alot.. darlings..

now is my turn to turn to you.....

today is the worst day i ever encounted since school started...

pengz.. everything seems to be coming all at once.. how ah?

should i be so stressed??

will i be ok tml?

HELP HELP HELP~!!

2 more days to endure...

2 more weeks to holidays... come quick quick quick

back for updates again after 3 days.. it should be a lengthy one

mon YESTERDAY - class --> jap class
tues TODAY - class --> skipped band --> went jamming with classmates

cool.. today is the first time i went jamming.. it's fun, yet boring and VERY VERY NOISY.. i rather go k box to sing.. more fun and enjoyable.. HAHA~!! i dont think i will be gg anymore bah.. going deaf already.. i guess.. piang it's DAMN DAMN DAMN LOUD IN THERE....... i wonder how ppl can ta han lah..

i am in a dilema.. anyhow can help? the reason i skipped band is because i feel inferior in there sia.. cuz too long nvr play alr.. cant really catch up.. easily lost.. some fingerings also forget liao.. no stamina somemore.. OMG OMG~!! then i dont know anyone.. feel so wierd just to only sit there.. then hor.. the first time i went actually kinda scared me liao.. my seniors are like... kinda attitude one.. just the same feelings as like secondary school... all the bad bad experiences came back into mind........... but the only thing which kinda keeps me in track is the concert in august.. as in my past 4 yrs in sec sch.. no concert before.. piangz.. really disappointment.. but also.. having concert needs lots and lots of practise.. i wonder if i can do it anot.......... FAINTING~!! CAN ANYONE HELP??????

then in class.. i observed and sensed lots of things in class.... but just cant be said out..... am i being oversentive or being subjective??? man ALL THIS IS KILLING ME~~~~ i need a break please... want to cry all out.... AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH

Holidays...... COME FASTER.....

hello peps.. i am back.. HAHA~!! bo hao xiao... okAY..

i just realised that i forget to include in my previous post abt watching tank's concert in school.. it's nice.. it's funny.. and HE IS JUST SO GOOD~!!

nth really happened these few days.. haha~! but ytd we pre celebrated kevin's birthday in school and i got smashed with cream on my face... I WAS INNOCENT~! AAAAAAHHHH~!! LITING~!! HAHAH~!!

sat went to watch aviva with ailin.. hahha.. so long nvr seen my twin alr.. so dark.. ahhaha~! cuz she is in canoeing.. hahhaa.. miss her alot.... on sat the players played bad.. really disappointment.. like peter gade.. omg.. so not like last yr.. lost fast.. susilo also lost.. in 36 mins can.. and lost it to ponsana.. haha.. didnt know he quite cute untill i saw him in the finals on tv.. hahha.. when the camera zoom in.. saying abt the finals.. omgomgomg.. it's damn exciting.. especially mens' singles and doubles.. make one heart's beat faster and faster.. as u watch the game.. hahha~!! congrats to ponsana.. and i found out that he shares the same birthday as me.. hhaha~!! he is only 25 yrs old.. with such big improvement and this winning.. it's really good~!!

this morning damn idiotic.. had a stupid horrible bloody nightmare.. Massacre sia.. kaoz.. disgusting.. I HATE BLOODY STUFFS lo.. damn ass.. what makes me dream of that.. it's so vivid sia.. somemore i was in the dream.. the dream... oh whatever.. dont want to write it down.. hope i dont have it again.. want to vomit alr... DISGUSTED~!!

today had boring computing lessons.. practically slacking.. and playing crazy taxi whole day.. all thanks to my classmate.. haha.. then spread from one person to another... now almost all my classmates are playing that game.. haha.. i FINALLY GOT CLASS S.. HEHWE~!! with 5000++ earnings... HAHAH~!! anymore games? intro me k? hahha =D

omg~!! yesterday was a bad terrible day for me~!! think i leng dao in class and was feeling real terrible.. went to see a chi doc insisted by my parents.... the med damn bitter.. omg.. they must be mad.. nth much good done to me.. just that my fever went down.. yesterday didnt sleep whole night as my fever was 39.0 degrees lo.. piang.. so damn hot.. i was so scared that wait it gets too high then burnt my brain then i become silly.... omg.. cant sleep at all... now nose block.. both sides sia.. CANT BREATHE... siao one.. damn idiotic.. this time round cool... sick for 5 days liao.. since sun.. getting worst and worst each day...

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