Saturday, November 18, 2006
now is 0045.. too bored.. so blogging..
today went ssc to help out.. wishing that i got a little chance to go doha.. 0.01% also good enough.. but the moment amy ask me to work in ssc while they are away.. i sianned dao... heart sanked into my stomach.. but strangely i agreed.. now i wanted to reject.. thinking of reasons to do so.. since i did so much which is kinda not appreciated.. why bother.. and i don wanna work ther when none of them would be ther.. it would be damn damn bored..
these 2 weeks is making me so so so sad.. really feel like crying.. but ku bu chu lai.. cuz i cant find reason to cry and not to cry.. it's really a dilemma right? i also don know wat's gg on.. maybe i think i am taking things too hard.. but how could i not? i really hate this.. wat ever i have done.. nth came back.. isnt it suppose to be u reap wat u sow.. why i don?
wat a stupid idiotic life i am leading.. i wanna work but also don wanna work.. sian sian sian..
I WANT TO LEAVE THIS PLACE FOREVER~!! start everything afresh maybe a good thing.. but would it really happen? only god knows..................................
today went ssc to help out.. wishing that i got a little chance to go doha.. 0.01% also good enough.. but the moment amy ask me to work in ssc while they are away.. i sianned dao... heart sanked into my stomach.. but strangely i agreed.. now i wanted to reject.. thinking of reasons to do so.. since i did so much which is kinda not appreciated.. why bother.. and i don wanna work ther when none of them would be ther.. it would be damn damn bored..
these 2 weeks is making me so so so sad.. really feel like crying.. but ku bu chu lai.. cuz i cant find reason to cry and not to cry.. it's really a dilemma right? i also don know wat's gg on.. maybe i think i am taking things too hard.. but how could i not? i really hate this.. wat ever i have done.. nth came back.. isnt it suppose to be u reap wat u sow.. why i don?
wat a stupid idiotic life i am leading.. i wanna work but also don wanna work.. sian sian sian..
I WANT TO LEAVE THIS PLACE FOREVER~!! start everything afresh maybe a good thing.. but would it really happen? only god knows..................................
tastes of life @ 12:52 AM.
