hahaha.. time for updates..

tues - went vivo with yanling, hendra and robin.. cuz it's pay day.. and yanling treated us.. we went to eat at the white dog's cafe... i ate the chicken fillet.. not bad lah.. i like the black pepper sauce.. damn nice.. the pizza also not bad.. the view also good.. but it's too cold.. hahaha.. actually i not full after eating the fillet.. but don dare to say i wanna eat cake.. so in the end nvr and went home.. hahaha

wed - met jw and went np to meet mari and shirin.. cuz mari ended lessons at 3 and have test at 5 so she asked us down to accompany her.. chatted at canteen 1 till 4 plus.. and went to blk 56 and slack till mari finished her test.. then went to the hawker center oppo vivo.. ate chicken rice.. not nice one.. hahaha.. nvm lah.. then went vivo walk walk.. damn cold again.. hahahha.. i really liked the playground there.. omg.. stayed there for around an hour.. LAUGHING AT THE CHILDREN lo.. omg.. cuz it's JUST TOO FUNNY~!! hahahaha.. played the standing see saw with mari.. xiao si ren.. but it's kinda dangerous.. alot of kids fell.. sia si wo men.. WHO THE HELL INVENTED the new see saw.. -_-''' we chatted alot and took lots of pics.. they so di siao.. i wanna take pic then ga jiao ga jiao.. angry~~!! hahhahaha.. but i wanna go out with them again.. siao si ren~~!!! HAHAHAHAHA =D

hahaha.. been quite EVENTFUL for the past few days..

fri - went gw and saw ishi and his gf.. hahaha.. a VERY normal girl.. although the dressing abit.. old.. hahaha.. but they VERY open.. cuz they kissed on the escalator..

sat - went to suntec for fitness fair.. helped out in fencing.. whole day.. hahah.. tired but fun... wanna learn FENCING~~!!

and i dreamt of smt related to dbsk.. hahaha.. again uknow? continously 2 days.. can u believe..? this time i dreamt that i can act with them in vacation.. damn hao siao.. the rest i cant remember le.. hahaha..

I ALSO WANT TO WATCH FIREWORKS WITH YOU~!!! hope it will come true bah~!! =D

sun - went out with ailin and elysia.. to bugis.. walk walk walk.. then elysia suggested to go sing kbox.. and so we went kbox at suntec.. damn cheap wor.. 5 hours only $10.30.. hahaha.. but IT'S THE FIRST TIME I SING TILL NO VOICE.. throat pain dao....... now i realised that singing but drink lots of water.. if not really cant sing de.. voice wont come out.... must bring own water.. i wanna go again.. it's been llong since i sang kbox.. hahaha.. elysia gg korea tml.. asked her to help me buy dbsk stuffs.. but she say don know who lai de.. but will try.. ailin gg japan.. also asked herto keep a look out for thsk's stuffs.. hope they come back with good news.. hahaha.. bon voyage.. =D

hahahha.. tell ur smt.. i DREAMT of dbsk this morning.. hhahaha.. got concert.. then japan i think.. cuz i spoke jap.. hahhaa.. then on the escalator i went up they came down.. haha.. then got tix autograph session.. ahahaha.. then wake up le.. but then i dreamt of so many ppl.. huiqi, weiting, liqing and another girl.. but i forgot who.. weiting said go kl and we were trying to take the chair on air.. the type at sentosa de.. hahaha.. don know wat isit called.. hahah.. so that's my dream..

then i went suntec for 8 hours.. for the fitness fair.. and we were supposed to help out at fencing.. but actually the rest of them is to take part in fencing competiion under district.. and against national fencers somemore.. hahaha.. i didnt take part cuz i didnt don knwo how to play... but my poseture.. kinda standard.. but holding the 'foil' or the 'jian'.. really tiring.. hahaha.. less than a while my wrist suan le.. hahaha.. now wanna take part in the fencing clinic.. but don know should anot.. hahaha.. tml is the last day.. got open comp.. if your want.. can go and join.. hahaha.. then got roller skate and basketball comp too.. then got alot more booths.. but i didnt go and see.. only saw adddidas.. hahaha~!! i am liking fencing~!! hahhaa~!! yuan zi IS VERY CUTE.. hahah die.. =P

that's all.. oh.. last but not least.. today is the send off but it's kinda late and i am too worned out.. so nvr go.. just wanna wish all our national athelets all the best.. and BRING BACK MEDALS~!! DO US PROUD~!! hahaha.. when will i ever be in the nationals? haahaha.. =P

i am so high now.. hahahhaa.. watched dbsk's performance online at asia pacific film festival.. watched them on showbiz extra.. hahaha.. so cool lah.. see them live.. lol.. i also got to know that uknow's wish is to watch fireworks with gf.. omg.. that's what i wanna do with my bf also.. hahahha.. we both got same wish.. hahaha.. singapore got alot of fireworks.. i love it.. i really find it SWEET lah.. ahahaha.. hope will come true~!!

yesterday i made cakes.. and it was a SUCCESS~!! it's damn nice lah.. hahahah.. not to sweet not to blend.. golden brown colour.. very soft.. melts in the mouth~!! omg.. it's very very nice~!! hahaha.. but i forgot to take a pic of it.. so sorry.. maybe next time.. and my next goal is to make pizza and tiramisu~!! then to cheese cake.. hahaha.. i wanna make EVERYTHING~!! lol..

been watching kindaichi for 2 days already.. hahaha.. it's so nice.. hahah miss those episods.. hahaha.. i love kindaichi.. so good at reasoning and observant.. hahaha..

now is 0045.. too bored.. so blogging..

today went ssc to help out.. wishing that i got a little chance to go doha.. 0.01% also good enough.. but the moment amy ask me to work in ssc while they are away.. i sianned dao... heart sanked into my stomach.. but strangely i agreed.. now i wanted to reject.. thinking of reasons to do so.. since i did so much which is kinda not appreciated.. why bother.. and i don wanna work ther when none of them would be ther.. it would be damn damn bored..

these 2 weeks is making me so so so sad.. really feel like crying.. but ku bu chu lai.. cuz i cant find reason to cry and not to cry.. it's really a dilemma right? i also don know wat's gg on.. maybe i think i am taking things too hard.. but how could i not? i really hate this.. wat ever i have done.. nth came back.. isnt it suppose to be u reap wat u sow.. why i don?

wat a stupid idiotic life i am leading.. i wanna work but also don wanna work.. sian sian sian..

I WANT TO LEAVE THIS PLACE FOREVER~!! start everything afresh maybe a good thing.. but would it really happen? only god knows..................................

Ytd went to celebrate shirin's bday with our class members at ms.. played pool before we went to kenny rogers to eat.. kenny rogers is nice.. ppl.. go and try it.. it's kinda cheap too.. quarter chic and choose 2 other side dishes.. i chose 'cold straw'? (think i spelled it wrongly) and baked rice.. gosh.. it's so delicious.. as i said.. ytd really no mood.. but then still went.. kinda quiet but still got talk lah.. lame things.. lol..

i really get the feeling that me and them are from diff worlds.. it's so difficult to blend into them.. i am already not the girl they knew in sec sch.. i changed.. but since they don take it and don wan to know. . then watever.. ytd would be the last time i would be gg out with them.. maybe without me.. ur would be happier and enjoyed better..

MUST TRY KENNY ROGERS AGAIN~!! IT"S SO NICE~!!

Thiis is the key to my heart.. it's kinda true.. maybe those who are reading my blog can go and have a try.. but who is the key to my heart? i am still waiting... ><

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance. Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

ytd went to tamp to meet hab to go ite simei for video shoot and flag presentation.. we reach at ard 4 and waited till 5 plus 6 then we had our shoot.. recorded 3 times.. hahaha.. first time ppl laughed.. second time melvin forgot his lines.. and the third time.. it was done.. then suddenly.. i was asked to do duty? hahaha.. with hab.. supposedly to usher the performances up and down.. in the end.. also no duty.. hahaha.. we just watched.. a sad moment for jy.. he started singing 5 sec the system went off.. during rehearsal was ok.. but it came to the real thing.. the system went bonkers.. then we waited for another 15 mins then he sang again.. it was fine.. the song was not nice.. i liked the kit chan song.. then he sang hua yi ge meng.. only i know the song.. hahaha. sang with him.. so pai seh lah.. cuz at that time.. most ppl left.. except some adults and st hilders cheerleaders... then us? lol..

then we toured ard the ite.. then we left earliest cuz hab need to go bugis to get her prom night dress.. i went with her cuz it's on the way.. lol.. nice dress.. although ex..

i really envy hab elaine and wenlin.. can go doha.. hai~~ i wanna go too......~!! really hope i can go.. even 3 days also can.. hahahaha.. but none of us knew the reason why this time round only send 3 girls go only.. lol so strange.. more ppl then more fun ma.. wat the TOOT~!!

ltr gg to celebrate shirin's bday.. also no mood liao.. sian-ed

WHO CAN HELP ME? I WANNA GO~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! faintzz

hai~~ these 2 days.. i AM SO STRESSED~!! wa kaoz.. my dad and mum keep scolding and scolding and scolding and nagging and nagging and nagging.. really feel like leaving for good.. so iidioitic lo.. cant watch late tv nor use the comp.. wa kaoz.. why cant they be more open.. and only scold me.. stupid lah.. my sis everything also can de.. and for me everything is a NO.. somemore.. MY EXAMS are over.. and i am not working at the moment.. go enjoy awhile also cannot.. really cant breathe le.. i really dont want to talk to them.. cuz if talk.. sure is quarrel de.. I CAN ONLY REN REN REN REN REN~!! who can help me.. i really need a break.. go work for 2-3 weeks.. then take the moneey go enjoy.. like kl or wat ever.. just don let me stay here anymore... going crazy soon.. oh ya.. forgot to mention.. i AM KENNA LOCKED UP IN THE LIVING ROOM FOR WATCHING TV TILL 3 AM.. CAN U IMAGINE HOW CRAZY ARE MY PARENTS? REALLY MAD RIGHT... TOLD U LE.. HOW CAN I LIVE IN THIS HOME RIGHT? I WAN TO LEAVE LEAVE LEAVE LEAVE~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

THEY ARE MAD~!! SO OLD FASHION.. and INFLEXIBLE~!!

and then i realised something.. DONT EVER CARE OR PROB to ppl whom is NOT CLOSE to you.. cuz it will only bring you madness.. cuz the other party sure give u standard ans.. like 'ya i am fine thank..' that's all.. not sincere AT ALL.. i will take it as a lesson.. thanks to those ppl who taught me this..

then hor.. i am drifting more and more apart from ytsa i think.. this yr so quiet.. not much activities too.. i got to know some news.. REALLY IS DEVASTATING.. suan le.. dont think so much.. sometimes i really don understand ppl.. are they really who they are in front of you? it is really hard to figure out.. although i am siao siao de.. it's cuz i wanna bring laughter to u ppl ard me.. at least your can be happier.. but i also can be very serious.. but when i serious then ur keep saying so bu xi guan.. hai.. faintz.. forget it.. i am who i am.. i just be myself can le.. and.. all the best~!!

LAST BUT NOT LEAST~~!! I FINALLY GOT UPDATED FOR CHINGAY LE.. BRIEFING ON THE 26 NOV.. HAHAHA.. SO HAPPY.. BUT I AM SAD CUZ I DIDNT NOTICED THE DATE ABT THE FREE HIP HOP CLASS THINGY DE.. BUT HOPE UNDER PA... STILL CAN DO HIP HOP.. IT'S REALLY WAT I WANNA DO.. but not many ppl wanna join with me.. damn sian.. ailin say should be ok.. but don know how long she can commit.. wait ps me then left me alone.. dman sad lah.. so i can only pray hard.. everything goes smoothly bah..

ok got to zzzzzzzzzzzz le.. they are scolding again.. faintz...... bye.... nitez... 2.49 am

yeah~~ i discovered how to upload pics to my blog le.. by luck.. ahahahha.. i anyhow go copy the code then change the url.. and it worked.. hahahha.. so happy.. lol~!! i relly love those pics.. ahahaha.. the last one is the bao bei ji hua that baby.. his name is joshua if i didnt rem wrongly.. hahaha.. HE IS SO CUTE LAH~!! lol..

ytd i thought alot.. he cared and i felt it.. but.. his one action really tarnish it all.. ytd he was very nice.. just like the one whom i knew in pri sch.. the funny but nice vice head prefect.. but why of all the things.. u go pick up that? really spoil the whole image.. i really hope that he can kick that habit.. because if anything really happens to his health.. it will be too late..

以前的期待，现在换来的只是失望罢了。。我对你非常非常的失望~！！你就好自为知吧~！！

i finally knew why i cant be bothered to say anything le.. this is because he is the first of my friend, hao pen you whom did that in front of me.. i was too shocked and disappointed with his action.. so.. i really dont know wat to say because tai shou le.. dont regret when the time comes..~!

SADDED SADDED SADDED~!!

hai~~ today had eng paper.. which i think is diaster? hahahah.. supposedly to write report.. in the end write till like speech like that.. faintz.. the format sure wrong for sure.. then should only write one idea.. and i wrote one.. but incorparated another suggestion.. so shoudl be wrong.. hahaha.. then the compo.. lol.. i wrote lots and lots of words.. till i think exceeded.. i wrote 4 pages long.. then anyhow bluff 540 words.. hahaha which is crap.. lol~!! fail fail fail.. hai~~ then paper 2 which i tink it's ok.. but don know accurate anot.. lol.. summary wrote 231 words i think.. should have written more.. but no time le.. i used alot alot of papers today.. hahaha keep asking for papers.. then ppl ard me also look at me.. aiya.. i asked for paper cuz i rewrite ma.. cannot isit.. lol~!! then i rewrite till no time.. then i rushed my summary.. write till hand 'nua' hahaha.. means strained.. and pain.. lol.. finally finished.. hahahaa..

today had the most gan ga day in my whole life bah.. can walk walk walk without talking.. because i really don know and don wan to talk to him.. sorry lah.. u really pissed me off with your actions.. it's really obvious that i showing attitude.. but then i nvr say it out very nice liao.. actually i don know why to you i just cant be bothered.. others i still will say.. but i think you wont heed my advice anyway.. so... forget it.. really cant stand your.. TOTAL DISAPPOINTMENT.. that's all i can say.. your want to die don drag me down.. if u see this.. DO REFLECT.. is not as if u don know the effects.. still do it.. and WHAT GOOD DOES IT BRING U~!? NOTHING right.. hai.. suan le.. don wan to say le.. tat's all bah.. really ruin my day..

HEADACHE HEADACHE HEADACHE~!!!! ;<

i think my blog is mad.. hahahha.. i dont know wat happen to my previous post abt we went to watch np concert de.. but.. suan le.. i also forgot wat i wrote.. lol~!!

ytd had my math paper 1.. i think it's kinda easy.. lol.. but sad dao yao si.. 5 marks i leave blank and no time to do.. stupid lah.. sadsadasd...... but paper 1 is easy means paper 2 WILL KILL~!! better do more questions.. tml is eng paper.. think will buang bah.. whole yr nvr really been doing eng.. only speak... compre will kill.. hahahah.. ok thats all.. bb~!!

NEED A LAUGH?? watch this.. the baby DAMN CUTE LAH~!!

oh man.. this is damn funny.. if u need a laugh.. then watch this?

DBSK I LOVE U~!!

UKNOW I LOVE U LOTS LOTS LOTS~!! I AM SURE TO MARRY TO YOU~!! HAHAHAH~!! pls bless me~!! =D

ytd went bugis with sis.. to suan ming.. lol.. damn sad lah.. the person say my results still not fantastic.. but should be can pass.. after hearing tat my heart broke.. i put in effort still like tat.. sian diao.. then say i like to work.. ahahaha.. then during work i very happy.. good with colleagues too.. yeap tat's so true.. hahaha.. then say i can be singer.. kinda smooth path cuz i am gifted? hahahha.. so pai seh to say that myself.. hahaha.. but then hor.. she nvr say will i be successful anot.. faintz.. should'nt it be like tat? hahahha.. shows all got say de right? sian diao.. but then.. i will surely work hard towards that dream of mine.. other things not convenient to say here.. so that's all bah.. hahaha..

se told me that she dreamt of mic uknow me and her.. hahaha.. that's gd~!! she said we intro them singapore.. hahaha.. I DONT MIND~!! very gladly to do that FOC for them.. hahaha~!! quickly come bah.. pls pls.. lol~!!

mari ah.. u really slow leh.. now then know that matter.. hahaha.. but then i don think u will get to see this post.. hahhaa~!!

now revisiing math.. hope can do beetter than wat the person said bah.. lol~!! wish me luck~!! =D

SE tell u smt.. hahaha.. if i am also offered course in tp hor.. i think i will put that also.. hahaha~!! other than np.. ;)

MY WISH~!! : TO MARRY UKNOW.. hahaha and be Mrs Jung hahahahaha~!!

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