hahaha.. today went to toa payoh hub to see super stars, super band and campus superstar... hahaha.. quite alot of ppl? and it's kinda stupid.. know got event then still got 'shops' in the middle.. dotz.. they took up so much space.. siao de.. and worst.. there are 2 stages.. one is superstar de.. one is singapore idol.. dotz....... -_-''' lo.. and surprisingly.. i saw HUIQI.. hahaha.. it's been VERY long since i saw her.. the last time with her was big jam.. i also don remember is when le.. march i guess?gosh.. half a year passed liao? wa kaoz.. but then with her.. so FUNNY~@@!! she keep suanning and saboing me.. SO PAI SEH~!! hahaha.. but it's fun with her and her another fren.. OOPS~~!!@@ i forgot to ask for her name.. hahaha. she also very fuuny.. lol~!! and i super feng like that.. alot of ppl look at me when i shouted.. dotz.. ppl today SO LEN JING~~ wa kaoz.. the singers all feel so COLD.......... if i am singing there.. surely feel so GAN GA~~~~ diaoz.. even the host also LEN DAO SIAO...... LAME~~

after that we went separate ways.. meihisn and i went shopping.. hahaha.. i bought a watch at 2.90.. not bad lah.. but is blue colour.. not easy to match.. but cheap jiu hao.. hahaha.. but hor.. the screen dropped off sia.. dotz.. went to change.. the person also shocked.. but i INDEED didnt do anything wor.. it just dropped out.. say i violent.. dotz...... lame

then meihsin bought 1 top and 1 bottom at $24.. at s and k.. damn cheap lo.. and toa payoh there like siao de.. everywher also sale.. and it's damn cheap.. i got kan zhong s and k de tops.. but somehow don look nice on me.. so i didnt buy.. hahaha..

and both of us SO TEMPTED to buy the mp4.. i kan zhong the $108 de.. she kan zhong the $199 de.. ahahha.. hers is really so called all in one sia.. camera,mp3,mp4,fm radio.. don know still got what.. then got free speakerss.. hahaha.. DAMN XIN YANG YANG~!! ahhhhhhhhhhh.. hahaha.. getting my pay soon.. see if i want buy anot.. hahaha..

now is 2.13 am.. tml got walk a jog.. hope i can wake up.. and WIN SOMETHING at the lucky draw tml.. hahaha.. wish me luck.. BYE~! night and morning..

heyhey.. it's been some time since i last blogged.. hahaha.. been busy with work.. and no time to blog cuz sis always around..

i dont really remembered what had happened over the past week.. but one thing for sure i remembered was my english oral.. so qiao sia.. saw wk there... hahaha.. the way he speaks eng i really want to laugh.. so 'slang' and beng lo.. dotz.. then while waiting he keep singing and talk crap.. really funny.. but it was a long waiting process... i am the 12/12.. dotz.. when it's my turn, i was left alone with the examiners lo.. dotz.. the topic was about shopping.. and i crap on and on.. gosh~~ think reading was ok.. but worst than last year.. my tounge abit tied.. so strange.. the conversation should be okay as well.. only 1 thing killed me.. that is the pic description.. whatever i planned to say, was not being said.. and then i was asked stuffs that i didnt notice.. die.. what the........ is that lo.. hai~~ but over is over.. now i can only concentrate on my written papers liao.. which are in 11 weeks' time.. I wan to do well and go into poly.. out of a sudden, i really feel like studying again..

today all those stuffs seems to be bugging me.. cuz i had a serious deep thought about my exam and my goals.. while waiting for my oral.. i will and must do well.. in order to achieve what i want..need to 'da qi shi er fen jin shen'.. but my work is kkinda taking up most of my time.. hope they are more flexible and not so dependent on me.. every new thing was kinda pushed to me.. gosh.. i am not god and i dont know all the things under the sun.. so please.. loosen my workload..

then today really felt like crying.. or should i say.. burst out.. want to let all the stuffs out once and for all and start afresh.. so i quietly sat at my desk listen to songs and do my work.. then face black till siao.. cuz i don wan to talk.. then they said i look so fierce and 'sa' hahaha.. and quiet all of a sudden.. everyone was shocked.. then stupid yeye pinched my face.. hey yeye.. no one has pinched my face before ok? dotz.. the uncle vincent threw my shoes into the dustbin.. really make me so angry.. nearly cried liao.. hai~ your play also don play till so guo fen lah.. okay lah now is 2 am.. tml then continue.. =D

You are Everything To Somebody Right now at this very minute-----------

someone is very proud of you
someone is thinking of you
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someone hears a song that reminds them of you
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someone needs you to send them this letter someone needs your support
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someone needs you to let them be your friend someone will cry when they read this

but will it turn out to be true for me?

had a wonderful friday.. very relaxed.. hyper and happy.. hahahaha.. i also dont know why i am so hyper and happy today.. maybe cuz it's friday.. everyone's mood is very nice.. office is exceptional noisy.. hahaha.. of course i am one of them.. hahahaha.. then we joke too loud.. sk (boss) came over to ask us to 'shhh' hahahah.. so pai seh.. lol.. somemorre ytd got microsoft de client in the office.. lol~!!

time really passed very fast ytd.. hahaha.. after 6 kinda havoc.. no one is doing work.. hahaha.. all talk talk talk.. and walk walk walk.. hahahhaaaa.. so funny~!! it seems like the office is ours~!! cuz most of the ppl left.. lol..

then after work went to bugis with sis and shiwei.. so funny also.. i so noisy.. shiwei so quiet.. hahaaha.. then me and sis bought nothing except EARRING~!! hahahaha.. 8-10 pairs i think.. cant remember.. 3 pairs for $5.. hahaha.. so cheap.. i wanted to buy the huang guan de belt.. at first no cash.. then after that.. all closed.. sian diao.. hahahaha.. the funniest thing about the shopping trip is to the accessories shoop at the second floor there de.. the owner is a guy.. then i keep laughing and laughing.. he asked me why i keep laughing then i keep laughing... cant stop.. then when i didnt laugh.. he purposely pop his face next to me and said 'hahaha.. 'then i cant stop laughing lo.. so lame and funny.. dotz.. wa kaoz.. really is.............. then reached home at 12 sharp.. so zun.. hahahah..

2 person told me the thing today.. i wonder if it will be true.. i shall not say.. cuz it's for me to know.. and to think about it.. that's all.. bye guys~!!

wahahahha.. so happy at this VERY moment.. i just received my first COMPLIMENT!@@ hahahaha.. so cool right.. First time i feel that i had accomplished something.. and the reward is REWARDING.. hahahaha.. show you what the customer wrote..

Hi Hui Shan,

Thank you for the prompt response on the below. You have been very helpful and have once again shown what is the true meaning of GOLD customer service. You have my sincere thanks and please pass this email to you manager. You deserve the employee of the month awards or some other reward scheme that your management may have for you over there.

To the manager, Please give hui shan a pat on the back from me. Also please do reward her accordingly if you do have some rewarding scheme/package that is already in place. Such an employee is an asset to your organisation.

Thank you all.
Best Regards,
Stephen Ewe

woohoo....... BEST weekend EVER.. it's so cool~~!! BEWARE~!! VERY VERY LONG ENTRY~!!

first, went to watch nba (plilips cup 2006)... it's my first time watching national and international players playing bb.. so cool lah.. dotz.. watch on sat and sun.. hahaha.. sat was malaysia vs melboune tigers and Argentina vs Slovenia... melboune and argentina won.. beno so cool sia.. very hiong.. run here and there.. so fast.. like sonic.. hahahhaa.. #9 hahaha... then after that rushed to marina there to watch the last scheduled fireworks.. so cool sia.. luckily we went.. if not sure regret till siao.. IT"S SO SO SO SO NICE~!!! the best ever.. although my view not as good as many others.. but the tall ones were just above me.. like shooting down to me like that.. it's damn damn cool.. the finale wa kaoz.. no need to say.. brightened the whole sky lah.. with GOLD fireworks.. siao liao.. haven fade then new ones topped it.. then became a VERY VERY big gold sky... wa seh.. really nearly cried.. too Overwhelmed liao.. then went to eat mac at tiong.. and had some shocking findings.. hahahaa.. let your go and figure out what we saw.. amazing it's all i can say.. hahaha..

sun.. went to indoor at ard 2.. to watch nba... was a little late.. watched singapore vs melbourne tigers.. singapore lost.. but they rockz the world.. hahaha... all quite good... but 1 thing i don like is that the singapore all stars are made up of mostly ang mos.. sianz.. i didnt believe it at first.. but seeing is believing.. so many lah.. dotz.. only 3 or 4 chinese singaporeans in the team nia.. dotz.. anyway.. nvm lah.. that day i got pass.. hahaha.. entertainer de.. dotz.. hahaha.. i got it cuz yanni and wendy gave it to me.. my job is to ask the players to sign.. so pai seh lah.. but nvm.. they are just so cool.. tell ur somthing.. actually made a mistake. hahaha.. acually was singapore all stars who came out and i thought they were the melbourne tigers.. hahaha.. cuz ang mos mah.. all like look the same de.. ahahaa.. then during the match.. i noticed BRAD DAVIDSON.. hahaha #14.. he is the shortest in the team i think.. but very very good.. also run here and there.. so fast and hiong de.. admire him.. his 3 pointers.. wa kaoz.. so accurate.. my idol~!! so when michael wong came out and sat with us.. at the players side there.. i asked for his autograph cuz is my job..

me: where is #14.. ?
wong: 'who is #14.. our team got #14 ah..? is it singapore de?'
me: ya.. singapore de.. huh? dont have meh.. it's called davidson..'
wong to other team mate: our team who is #14?
other team mate: ooo.. brad lah..
................ other things need not say.. hahaha.. he lame lah.. dotz.. own team mate also don know.. lol.. he ah.... then brad came out.. wa kaoz.. i dashed up.. wahahhaa.. he's damn cute lah~!! cant stand it~!! heeehee.. :D

then after that rushed to east coast to attend soul's gathering.. so cool.. but as first very bored and lame.. we walked wa kaoz.. so so so long journey.. siao de.. so far.. finally reached then waited and waited.. they finally came out and talk talk talk.. and had lucky draw.. requests so lame and funny.. hahhaa.. we were late.. so we didnt managed to put in our draw slip.. hahaha.. then after that soul sang sha gua.. but we didnt managed to squeezed in.. so sad sia~~ >< then took pics.. waited and waited.. so angry with alfred.. treat me and mh like transparent.. really wanna slap him.. then he also strange.. nvr response this time.. phone keep ringing.. should be something on with his gf.. somethings better keep to myself.. the truth is always ugly.. those who know will know what happen.. hai~~

then chatted and chatted with alfred.. so good sia.. him.. make me not angry.. idiot lah~!! hahaha.. then he wrote a 'letter' to both me and mh.. not bad lah.. handwriting so nice.. hahaha.. got to know him better.. hahaha.. then took pic with justis... he also said alot to us.. really like frens sia.. pat on my shoulder.. hahaha.. abit strange.. hhahaha.. but andy did the same too.. we all wait for andy wan die.. if not we all left liao.. he went to console someone then gone for ages.. siao de.. then while he signing.. sien called so i passed the phone to sien.. hahaha.. he sure shuang till die.. i also nvr talk to alfred on the phone.. hahaha.. must THANK ME okay.. hahaha.. he also patted on my shoulder.. dotz.. hahaha.. then chatted abit with awi also.. he bery nice.. hahaha.. told him that he is really cool got character.. replied that tag.. wa kaoz.. damn cool.. my idol~!! hahaha.. then we left.. walked a long................................ distance again.. then got on the bus.. fell asleep.. reached home and piang... dead.. haahhaa.. fell asleep.. today so shag lah.. in the morning.. woke up late.. hahaha.. then was late for work of course.. then do work.. till i hyper i also don know why.. hahaha.. today so many ppl not ard.. hahaha.. hope everyday also like taht.. lol~!! tml is my turn to mc.. cough till wan die liao.. then mr j bei wo pissed till don know laugh or angry.. so funny.. hahaha.. i also don know what happen.. the stupid comp make me bek cek also.. hahaha.. don use hendra's comp again.. lol~!!

hahaha.. YEAH~!! so happy... today after 6 i totally hyper sia.. cuz i gg to watch fireworks at esplanade ther.. then so crazy.. hahahah i cheong my work till 6.30 then forgot to change into shorts before leaving.. then when we left.. no time to change.. so changed at esplanade ther.. so CROWDED~!! met meihsin at city link.. wa kaoz.. it's really ren shan ren hai~~ cant even walk like that.. everyone should be gg to watch the fireworks..

meihsin and i walked to esplanade there.. wa kaoz.. it's already so crowded at 7.30 only.. siao de.. we were kinda late.. actually is me lah.. but no choice.. sian.. but luckily we were still earlier than others.. then found space to sit and rest.. i put my bag next to me thinking of chopping place for seeearn and lois.. but dont seems to work.. then came the stupid china women.. idiot like shit.. she was actually standing behind me.. then stepped on my bag.. like gu yi de.. wa kaoz.. i stared at her sia.. then she sat down DIRECTLY on my bag lah.. wtf.. i am really ANGRY.. i pulled the bag out from her stupid butt and stared at her.. kaoz.. she don know what is ppl's bag ah.. Ridiculous till Incorrigible .. stupid b****.... really feeling like scolding her in public.. kaoz.. then me and meihsin took pics while waiting for time to pass.... wahahha.. then sang songs also.. lol~! i felt so Patriotic.. waahahah.. cuz the sound system is just superb... hahahaha.. and FINALLY the fireworks started.....

my view is counted as not bad le.. not much blockage... but cuz i recorded it down using my hp.. then abit kenna blocked by myself.. hahaha.. stupid lah.. but nvm.. at least i still get to see and see in my phone.. i also recorded those previous fireworks which i had seen.. so cool lah.. wahahaha.. so nice lah.. wa kaoz.. abt 11 mins like that.. damn nice.. but today too happy till DIDNT cry.. hahaha.. most of the time i will cry de.. cuz too touched liao.. today dont know why didnt.. hahaha..

then the fireworks ended.... everyone clapped and cheered.. haahaha.. but not as loud as previous times which i saw.. hahaha.. dotz.. then we stood at the side and waited for the crowd to disperse before we started to move to the taxi stand.. IT's SO SO SO crowded.... siao de.. then crowd together really want to die.. so stuffy and sweaty and smelly.. kaoz.. lol... hahaha.. so we decided to make a detour.. where it's not so crowded.. and made our way to the taxi stand to meet seeearn and lois.. we tried calling but cannot.. cuz network down.. we saw them across us.. we shouted and shouted.. ppl sure think we are crazy.. hahaha.. so we walked over.. and ate the food we asked them to buy.. so soggy.... but nvm.. thanks anyway.. i am so damn Famished.. afternoon only ate that few mouthfful of chicken rice and threw it away.. it's so hard.. worst i ever ate... dotz.. nvr to buy it again..

then the rest i will blog tml.. hahaha.. very late liao.. 2.15 am now.. hahaha.. tml gg to stadium to make 3000 balloons for audience.... hope got miracle again.. so that we all can go inside and watch the live show.. hahaha.. AND MOST IMPORTANTLY.. GOT FIREWORKS.. WAHAHAHA~!! yeah!! jia you lo everyone.. take care~!!

HAPPY 41th BIRTHDAY~!! SINGAPORE~!!
MAY YOU PROSPER IN THE YEARS TO COME~!!

gosh.. i suddenly got the urge to join superstar sia.. hahaha.. since it's my wish and ambition to achieve a singing career afterall.. there's always something that is holding me back.. and that's my confidence.. somehow i am not quite confident in singing in front of so many ppl.. maybe that's because my voice has never been trained or judged before.. i dont know where is my standard.. where do i stand.. i scared that i may embarrass myself in front of the crowd.. i wanted so badly to join.. but i am not confident.. what should i do? my friends encourage me to give it a try.. but......... i dont know...... ahhhhhhhhhhhh...... luckily there's still time to think about it.. ANYONE HELP~!!

okay.. i am back from expo superband grand finals.. soul lost... hai~~ to mi lu bing... so sad sia.. somemore i voted.. wa kaozz.... but never mind lah.. nvr win means free liao.. can do whatever they want le.. sing and dance... wont be bounded by contacts.. but we all think that they will get contact from music company de.. surely.. all top 4 should have.. just like superstars.. cuz soul is the one and only boy band in singapore.. they are the singapore 5566, kone, energy, shinwa and dong fang shen qi.. wahahahah~~ wait i kenna k by others... lol.. dont be angry.. it's just a description.. hahahah

today is really double blow....... soul lost.. and the shuai ge rejected to take pic with me.. say too many ppl and tired.. what the ****.......... somemore say take next time.. as if i will see him again like that..... dotz... i am VERY VERY sure that he acted in some shows before.. find him so fimiliar.. from his looks he is surely one who does hip hop.. very fit.. wahahah~! dotz.. pardon me.. i am hyper now.. lol~!! but then from now on.. every monday will feel very lost bah.. no more music.. and hot dance.. sian diao.. so fast 7 months over liao..... hai~~ hope that there will be a gathering soon... i want to thank justis and talk to them.. ahhh.. jia you~!! =D

the memories with them for the past 1 month will always be remembered and treasured.. hope that there will be more memories to come..

yeah~~ i finally got a tix to superband finals.. thanks to justis.. YOU ARE ONE REAL GOOD CHAP~!! xie xie~!! cuz i told him i no tix then he asked me to find someone called rain cuz rain told him that she got extra 1 tix.. and he also told rain that i wan the tix.. wahahha.. so HAPPY.. i heard from meihsin that alot of ppl request tix from him.. but to no avail.. i am so lucky~~ i really also must thank god.. she/he/they made me realise that zhen xin cheng yi de qi qiu.. zhen de hui you qi ji.. i really believe in miracles now.. is so bu ke si yi.. but once again.. i thank everyone....

what they hell has gotten into me? so sway.. everything also been obstructed.. wa kaoz.. sian like shit.. really is what the TOOT..~!! take today for example, morning i forgot to bring glasses to work.. then at night i realised i dont have keys.. kenna stucked outside the house for 2 hours.. gosh.. siao de~~

then today did emails tracking.. want die sia.. dotz.. no glasses and the emails..... so many.. siao siao siao.. lol~~ see till i yan hua liao luan.... gosh...

and somethings are really not i seems to be... many things can only be kept in the heart.. .cuz if said, relationships and friendship may be gone... so i deicide to keep those things in my heart.. i dont think i will ever say it.. i just hope i wont explode jiu hao~~

and i finally got chance to go see grand finals le.. hope really will get it.. cuz i really want to support soul alot~~ and i also taking part in ndp 06.. as carnival participants.. but i also don know need to do what.. lol~~ hahahaha

last but not least.. i already paid for the jap class.. starting on 17 august.. by an native jap itself.. not bad lah.. hope is shuai ge.. hahaha~!!!

today had a little bit boring day.. did dont know 4 or 5 emails i think.. hahahah.. then i also realised something today.. jimmy said it's hard to communicate with me.. talk to me want to vomit blood.. but i so nice and funny.. why want to vomit blooD? i just wanna avoid some questions then be lame and sarcastic.. then he say it's hard to communicate with me.. dotz.. think is AGE GAP lo.. ahahhaa... ask one more time will die isit.. idiot.. hahahaha..

then edwin is mad.. i already said i didnt hand up the previous time sheet then he still tell the agency saying that i want to advance cuz of medical reason.. what the toot~!! i also don want to talk to him,.. tigeer.. he looks stern also.. scare me sia..

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